Untitled.
The world can be very grim. A good deed may not gain due respect. You can find yourself off the ground. So many expectations from yourself and others, So many responsibilities as a human being. As a human being who deserves survival. I don’t know what to do. Why to do.
bloomy gloom.
日子如舊,提腳奔波走。 儘管日如花好,悶熱與噪音 足以教人滿天愁。 這天家床崩潰,終日只想躺地抖抖。 太多事情想做,卻只得兩雙手,累到抽。 事實上潮熱得太過令人亂太過令人悶在心胸有個核 頭痛又確實是可以將周圍的煩聲無限擴音 身後兩個肥妞,長篇大論怎樣變瘦 就連行路此等本能都淪為學問得非著書立說不可 天下無奇不有,無奇不醜 儘管平日總覺太陽無限都難以不受黑夜引誘 因為寂靜罕有,再累到想留 留 留 留
The world is fucking disgusting.
You just need to be cruel to have the reason to smile, for the world is ridiculous. Everything, everyone is a joke. Dust still settles in though I never open the windows. The sun never glows when I need it most. Money is running out from my bank account despite my long working hours every … Read more
Finally here – Last year’s last feature story for MING.
Finally here. I have been waiting, but now I don’t want to read it at all. It just reminds me too much of that trip very much unlike all others. Not that it’s special, the whole experience was just completely beyond my expectation. How undeveloped the place is but how high the spirits of the … Read more
A flower is not a flower.
連續多天幾乎習慣與劇痛同眠。即刻留在溫室安好人卻覺得再長久下去定會再復瘋癲。因為著力擠滿的時間表工作清單就是填充活著的理由信服這是踏實生活的藉口,對於寧靜還是戰戰兢克的渴求。與偏頭痛共處的時光猶同要眼巴巴的目擊苦楚,日子難過日日過,熬過後繼續催促進一步抓緊能力事關時日像無多。雷鳴貫耳,幾多晚前又曾經夢見天象有異。這段重拾讀書的日子我開始能夠將恐懼張眶正視。就是因為自知有好很多要做的事,是否真正活著自己或許無用在意。反正人一場來到,都是等著離場而已。未知何謂本事,先知推著走的每步份屬天意。所以我到底有沒有一刻清醒看過自己都不用多理。說到底多年以來,還是這個狀況的才叫自己。大天大地,孰捱孰嬉。明日窗外人喜放假幾天,人繼續考量有沒有下年。
Sunday afternoon
完全說不出這一下子的感覺有多好。大概快樂最深層的意義就是如此。就要其實空間內甚麼都沒有,內裡卻感到難以言喻的好。綠油油無垠,包圍著石屎裡或者是自欺的美好森林。旁邊的一對小夫婦借我檯布鋪在草地上,我唯一的回報就是好努力聽著他們的閒話家常,暗裡慶賀他倆的簡單滿足。其實絕大部分時間,都市內的滿足感根本不用物質與虛榮來填充。至少,原來在這裡播著Made In Heights配合純真的鳥語是莫名的窩心。人才不管我出門前塗了防曬沒有,一身新衣服有否沾來或有狗尿的草泥。從來對小清新之事沒有耐性,可是這裡就連塑膠袋聲都份外動聽。 這裡只是一個山頂花園。
This is another night when I woke up in the middle of my night. That was a shock. It took me a long while – I dont remember how long – to let my eyes wide open to admit that, yes that may hurt my health but another sleepless night is just okay. Since … Read more
就這樣,執嘢隨著完結而開始。
記得有次做訪問時,受訪者笑言我似文青,但自覺更像是憤青。也許的確太過於緊張理想﹐甚至到了一個不理性地憤怒的程度。未必已經做好自己,但對於視環保如無物的人產生極端的嚴懲幻想。畢竟對庸人仁善,就是對地球殘忍。我明白,與其指責不如做好自己本份。所以長期以來其實都克忍著不屑直視的人。做好本份,執嘢大概係一個開始。 事前充滿期待,事後身體累如被肢解。 既然這裡是我自己的地方,且讓我坦率表述。好想做執嘢的衝勁,我個人是出完全徹底的出於憤怒。真係好嬲自己同其他人瘋狂購物,然後呆看家中一堆廢物又不知有何用處。已經好多次自問,範圍大過手掌少少的五官,為何可以吞下滿檯護膚化妝品?四肢和上下體又何以招來衣飾滿櫃?將家宅變成光榮之家,滿屋雜物卻換來精神質量貧乏。我唔撚明白點解經濟興衰一定要用消費指數來衡量。如果搵錢多少都只為購物,用最抽象的享受填充活著的理由,真係但願你早登極樂,以免繼續寄生社會危害地球。親愛的,我知道我總不可以對人口出惡言。因此在執嘢,我們只好用行動表示。 總之,周日的成功實在教人感動。香港係不需要下下待政府醒覺,改變是可以——而且必須——由我們開始。 詳情已經不想多說。原委都不欲多言。一切盡在www.jupyeah.com。 說罷要繼續思考怎樣好好運用餘下物資,與真正有需要和會珍惜的人分享。
TAICHUNG MAY NOT BE FANCY BUT IT’S STILL GOOD BECAUSE OF WHOM I WAS THERE WITH.
20120214-20120219 TAICHUNG MAY NOT BE FANCY BUT IT’S STILL GOOD BECAUSE OF WHOM I WAS THERE WITH., a set on Flickr. So I was in Taiwan again. But this time I was with my man. We have been too long together to make a big deal out of this heavily commercialised date. But it in … Read more















